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Thu Dec 11, 2008, 4:40 PM
Hey, I come bearing some news that is slightly sad, but very necessary.

I am taking a break from dA and facebook, and recreational use of the internet in general.

The reason for this is actually because of a text that I recieved last night from my friend Mark. He told me that God had told him that the reason I was going through these trials is so that God can mold me into a better Christian and to be more of the person He wants me to be.
While that was important for me to hear, it was the second part that really caught my attention.

He said that our God is a jealous God and He wants ALL of me. So, that got me thinking about how much time I spend doing other stuff rather than spending time with God. To those of you who know me in real life, that might be a shock, but it's true.
So, I have decided that I will be taking this break to spend some much needed personal growth time with God. I can't do all my worship time corporately (aka: in a church setting), I need some private time with God everyday, and I'm not getting that.

Also, I am having some really hard things going on in my life. There's a lot of family medical problems that are going on right now. Also, I am having some problems with some friends, which is REALLY draining me a lot. There's also some of the old thoughts of depression coming back, which is really painful.

I really just need to get back to God, and I need to spend some time just me and God. It's nothing against you guys, it's just a personal thing.

If any of you would like to pray for me, I would greatly appreciate that :) However, if you're not religious, anything that you feel like doing to say that you're thinking about me will be greatly appreciated too :)

I love you all!
I'll be back in about a month.

I will be replying to your pictures and comments when I get back from my leave of absence :)

See you in a month!

:heart:pretty-pretty-star
PS: I am NOT offering photomanips until after my leave of absence, just so you know. So, keep those requests for another month.






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  • Reading: A Young Woman's Guide to Prayer and Wicked
  • Watching: spongebob
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:iconpococat45:
:O i think thats a great idea. i dont pray all that much but this journal got me going and i willtry to start praying everyday. i will pray for you buddy. :D

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:iconpretty-pretty-star:
I'm glad that it helped you to try to start praying everyday :) And thanks for the prayer, I appreciate it!

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Let's be a chemical reaction! lollTBMaaDDj
:iconpococat45:
^w^ You are very welcome friend. :D

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:iconmarrowsdandelions:
Mmkay chica. Will see your online persona in a month! <3
:iconpretty-pretty-star:
I R BACK WITHOUT GRAMMAR OR SPELLINGGGG lol

*ahem* hi

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Thanks to DarknEvilKitty for my amazing icon! :hug:
Mish: "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed." Carl Jung
Let's be a chemical reaction! lollTBMaaDDj
:iconmarrowsdandelions:
HIIII. Nice to see you again :D In case I forget to tell you, the Valkyrie documentary is on at 7 pm Thursday too. I'm DVRing it anyway though.
:iconpretty-pretty-star:
REALLY? OMG I CAN WATCH IT!!!!!!!!
...I LIKE CAPITAL LETTERS :D lol I'll bring you a DVD rewritable tomorrow <3 THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!

Good luck with your audition <3

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Thanks to DarknEvilKitty for my amazing icon! :hug:
Mish: "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed." Carl Jung
Let's be a chemical reaction! lollTBMaaDDj
:iconpretty-pretty-star:
REALLY? OMG I CAN WATCH IT!!!!!!!!
...I LIKE CAPITAL LETTERS :D lol I'll bring you a DVD rewritable tomorrow <3 THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!

Good luck with your audition <3

--
Thanks to DarknEvilKitty for my amazing icon! :hug:
Mish: "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed." Carl Jung
Let's be a chemical reaction! lollTBMaaDDj
:iconpretty-pretty-star:
REALLY? OMG I CAN WATCH IT!!!!!!!!
...I LIKE CAPITAL LETTERS :D lol I'll bring you a DVD rewritable tomorrow <3 THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!

Good luck with your audition <3

--
Thanks to DarknEvilKitty for my amazing icon! :hug:
Mish: "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed." Carl Jung
Let's be a chemical reaction! lollTBMaaDDj

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